WHY?

:'(

My Favourite Song ;-)

Cinta Bersatu

Di matamu ku berharga
Kau perlakukan aku
Lebih dari mencintai dirimu

Di dekatmu ku merasa
Bahagianya aku
Dapat ruang cintamu

Hanya kamu saja
Yang mampu begitu
Tulus
Mengerti aku

Kau sempurna bagiku
Tak kurang sesuatu
Kau terima apa adaku

Ku sempurna bagimu
Tak kurang sesuatu
Cinta bersatu

Gayamu
Sifatmu
Cara mencintaiku
Yang membuatku diriku jatuh cinta padamu

Love First Sight ;)

TADAAAA !! who is he ? Let me tell, he is the guy who stole my heart and wont give it back to me. heee well, i dont want it back too.
Guess what ? I met him last year in May. That time i was on orientation for first semesters' students at UiTM Kota Kinabalu. He was one of the peers mentors that in charge for the orientation.

While listening to a talk that held in gym that night, my friend and I played a game ' main tunjuk-tunjuk '. My friend said ' just point to whom u like ', and i started to look at all the peers mentors that are walking around us that time. And then i saw him for the first time, i pointed to him and said to my friend, ' i like this guy '.

From that night on wards, i kept looking at him as often as i can. At first, i was only joking with my friend due to boredom. But then, i realized that i cant take my eyes on him. Why ? I think I really like him already.
Wherever he goes, i always try to find a way to keep looking at him even from far away.

I still remember on the day when i followed him just to make sure that he didn't disappear from my sight, my friend and I have lost from our group.
And he asked us, " which group are you two from ? "
                     me, " 13 ".
                     he : " 13 supposed to be at cluster C ".
My friend and I looked at each other, " hah ???????? So far ". then we turned back and went to cluster C from the parking lot in front Bukit Pentadbiran.
So funny ! HAHAHA :-D

After the orientation, while on holidays, I searched for his Facebook page and guess what ? I found it !! yesssssssssssss.................... :-D
I added him and he approved me not so long after that. With courage, I chat him to say thank you for approved my friend request. He replied, " your welcome ". I tried to not to stop our conversations, so I keep trying to find a topic just to chat with him.


Finally, i confessed to him. But he rejected me, he said he is not ready for being in a relationship. Yet we haven't meet. So i asked him to meet me but he refused to. It has been two times that I have been asking him for an answer and the answer was the same, NOT READY. I guess i just have to wait then. Until one night, 31 July 2011, after peers mentors' night, he suddenly looked for me. He tried to reach me for few times but I'm not in the mood at the moment so I didn't pick up any of his calls.

1 Aug 2011, early in the morning, he text me asking me what is wrong with me until I didn't reply his texts and pick up his calls. But i just ignored him. I think miracle really happened. Few hours after that, he told me he loves me. How surprised I am. I felt like I wanna shout my happiness out loud. GOSH, IT WAS HEAVEN. 11pm, i was on call with him and he asked for my answer. I can't say NO, because that was what i  have ever wanted for so long ago. At last, we declared our selves as a couple. :-D
How happy I am.

Now, we have spent our times for one year and one month with each other. ;)
We are happy together even sometimes we had a fight, we still care for each other.
Fights are normal for all loving couples in this world.
Until now, I cant believe that we are together and i feel like i'm dreaming.
Please don't wake me up if this is a dream,
I'm too afraid to lose him.

By, thanks for loving me and give me the opportunity to be with u.

I LOVE U ;)